I have lived with it for years. It is now so much a part of me that I hardly notice it, but at times it comes into such sharp focus that I am barely able to see through and beyond it. What it is? It is the veil of denial.
This veil is a risk, a protection, a tool, a hindrance, a irritant, a suave. It cannot be managed but it can be subjected to perspective by applying consideration and reason.
At this moment I embrace the deep love I have for my sister and I curse the veil for ever having marred my perception of the perfectness of that love. She has been and will always be my sister Jan from whom I receive boundless support and love.
God I beseech you today to bless and care for my sister. Please pull back the veil so that I might see the blessing that she is in my life.